i saw her today. (and went into the mother's cunt)

26th of june, belgrade, around 3 o'clock PM; bus station near the main city railway station taking busses mainly to banovo brdo. long untied blond hair, several bags. face of an angel, could be. long black tights and one tennis racquet with a worn out blue overgrip sticking out from bag. reebok sneakers i think. i thought how wonderful it would be to offer her my calling card and have one game with her later. a wonderful prospective friend perspective. and then i looked around and saw at least five enemy looks on the faces of serbian bystanders. my confidence went serbian. as far as i am concerned, the looks and acts here dictate destinies. and so my life goes straight into the mother's cunt as they say in serbia, again and again (that repeats). and, then i saw her again as i was coming down banovo brdo hill several hours later around 18:30 on the same day. she was accompanied by the guy who had red and white supercombi tennis bag. i could not believe how the timing was no coincidence and perfect. i immy thought, come off at the first station and run up the hill. oh well, that's serbia the l,and of the fairies. sorry lord, missing my chances but it an't my fault.

this post is all about drumming up support to see her again /straight dummin', hope not.

They wanted to make a precedent example out of myself. And it worked fine with the likes of shitcleaners, mortuary hairdressers, and those in uniforms that are in fact those I had the most trouble with, but with an intellectual crowd it just showed what shit that country really is. I lost confidence in people when the FBI agent or whoever the fuck that was who was arresting me tore up my lawyer's calling card in front of me. That image stuck in my mind. America is the country that brags about all sorts of freedoms and other crap but what happened to me and what is happening to me just shows the kind of crap that country really is about. I used to laugh, I used to communicate to people, make jokes all of the time, instead right now I am on unnecessary defensive and my communicado life is nothing but ruined. the best i can do is blow a kiss to an unknown likeable female standing 50 feet away. someone who runs/ran america needed that.

this also means constant fear. on 30.06 as i was waiting for bbq-ed cevapcici in agropapuk's meat store near kalenic market in belgrade a meat guy took his tongs inside the backroom and possibly lubricate them with some menace. i'd rather think he dipped them into a toilet seat than anything else. what poison it could had been? this all after my serbian friend intentionally left verbal comments about the serbs in the store - he knows i strongly dislike such things in public and does them on purpose to upset me. the meat guy spent some 1/4 kilo of cayenne pepper on his cevapcici which he finally threw into a trashcan and i ate mine to some bile pains. suffice it to say, this is all america's fault. my death and anything prior to it

CROATS, SORRY FOR THE SERBIAN CRIMES

day in, day out, year in, year out, some serbian stupid face comes to stand guard behind me, a foot, approximately a foot and a half away and makes some noises, trying to provoke me into violence. just like today did some squareheaded boy, 80 kilos of pure serbian stupidity, twenty some years old as i was packing some groceries in the maxi store (around 16:45) in vojvode stepe str. he quickly ran around registers came up to me, stood just near and started making some noises a foot behind! man, i felt like blowing his fucking serbian head off cos that is what repeats very often to me but then again thought about all of the time spent in prison for nothing for the same fucking reasons earlier. it is obvious that they want something from me. i feel sorry for the croats, they had to put up with the serbs for centuries and no wonder they hate them like crazy. i stem from here but the thing i hate most is provoking someone for no reason and that's what the serbs are doing to me. free provocation is serbian agenda. it is their problem and point and i have no clue what are they trying to achieve with this. sorry croats, albanians and bosnians altogether. i got the same feelings like you guys. serbian leaders are full of shit for they should know about this, and they are probably allowing them or even shooing them into it. i have no idea but to guess what's behind. first thing that comes to my mind is the prime minister djinidjic's murder. it was obivous to me that i was sent as some sort of an american decoy just days ahead of the murder. americans had written me off a long time ago and i know that these provocations started there. at that time i was the legitimate serbian target. serbs are stupid enough to crib american wrongdoings and ignorance cos americans are the biggest racists in the world. so i believe those that are making noises specially for me are linked to the pm's killers. it could be my imaginations as well but it is my best guess. there is an army of those fucking serbs following me around and messing up my life. what i am trying to describe could probably be seen on the security camera of the maxi store and since this piece of shit was recently overtaken by danish or norwegian company (acquisition) the managers should know better than that, they should warn these motherfucking serbian shit that they cannot do what they are doing. i need to have a space to breathe and someone is telling them not to allow me. i would kill all those political serbian leaders that are pushing them onto me. this is not a game or laughing matter anymore, this is a serious thing. my biggest mistake of the lifetime was going to fucking america where the problem started. i'd been million times better off finishing law school as i started and being the lawyer among these motherfucking stupid serbs. back to the topic; i am talking maxi security guys should prevent any potential conflicting situations so i do not have to take pictures with my mobile phone camera of the perpetrators that are following me around and messing up my life. but it is not only maxi, they are everyhwere i go. i hope international judges devastate serbian sport teams with their calls. that is what they deserve, ignorance for the serbian people. i'd like them to assign each devastating rulling in their serbian heads to me. fight menace with menace.

It just shows how powerful CIA is. Applying Divide and Rule policy herewith they made my own nation hate me and me hate my own nation. It is pretty amazing.

Ships Ahoy!!! When Justice Cometh Upon the Earth

I kept my mouth shut for eight years in fear that the Italian Mafia will rape my ex wife and what not, in fear of another ITalian revenge, but now that she got married to someone else I do not care anymore, Fuck you Gary Barbera. Come to Serbia you Slimy Italian Bitch.

I am not saying all Serbs are monkeys but surely some are into monkey business when I am concerned. In addition, some cheap bitch Serbian Belgrade city skunks are trying to adhere to me, just this stinky scum would only benefit from undeserved popularity if I'd complain about the flavor when they are around. If shunning works for the Amish, it'd work for me too. There is only one guy more popular than me in this country, and it is Novak Djokovic. I would not be able to hide myself here even if I wore wigs and camo clothes like Ana Ivanovic. I recognize many stars around here as I am roaming around the streets of Belgrade. The stars are all invincible, limed and watered down with nothingness. Pure boredom. I do not want to be a star. However, Novak is on the other side of the spectrum, on the other hand, I am despised. Popular and negative popularity altogether. However, he is the only one I can look up to as well, friends excepted. Noone else. There is not such a person in America. I used to believe that some were better than others, for example, Robert de Niro and Bruce Springsteen. But, after what Americans had done to me, I think all of them are worthless idols, there is not an honest to goodness decent person there one can look up to. It's all a monster joke cos what they did to me was monstrous. When they kicked me out, they did me a fucking favor. What bothers me is that they ruined my love, relationship and family in the process. That cannot be repaired. From all sides of that fucking country I was hated. Philadelphian Mafia sniped me when I said something about Gary Barbera's mother. Gary must had been the boss himself or related by blood. Gary Barbera is Chairman of the Pennsylvania State Board of Vehicle Manufacturers, Dealers and Salespersons.About a year ago, the FBI, Alcohol, Firearms and Tobacco Agency spent some time removing boxes and boxes of files from his Dealership. Nevertheless, I think at the time I was arrested he and his clan buddies (Cosa Nostra, the Italian Family) ruled Philadelphia. Someone from his Barbera dealership stole or lost my hubcaps and instead of returning them to me, his kapo showed no respect so I said what I said. I said something bad about his mother. Jersey Mafia, fucking Italians, is in cahoots with City Administration, Street and Rendell, Black and White Jews, they are like this. They rule. I have no doubts FBI helped them set in motion a campaign on me. It was not a slap in the face as they sold it to Serbs. Inshallah, the most precious boon is when you are attacked and provoked undeservedly. Somehow I feel I will never meetagain those that do. They pass by and army of those that follow comes up next. Such is the way of the Lord. I am not here to judge people, I do know that the great injustice was done unto me. Everything was taken away. There is no way I can have love and days like I used to have again. I'd like to know what happened to those that did it to me. The judge, is he still judging? I wonder what God ruled after Mr. Honeyman and others did not rule in my favor. They forgave even those that were dealing drugs, but they could not forgive me as well as the Hitler Henchmen. What a company on both sides.

master jewish conspiracy - game over

Above: Image of my painting titled Religion from 2009.
One schmaltzy copycat; his name is Borko Petrovic, MFA from Belgrade; stole the subject from me in 2010 after I had posted it on Internet, but missed the point altogether. He titled his work Marakana and his trash an’t worth mentioning for any other reason.
for born again serbs (around 80%) Christanity is synonym for another football team. Their former club was called Tito - Communist Party. They follow the global Eastern European pack and do not fall for the spiritual side of it, but for symbolism. It is tasteless speaking the truth here, even dangerous, as I am often verbally summoned to the asylum by the "public opinion leaders" (one [she] I am thinking of was a guest star on Studio B tv channel today) who cannot believe someone is publicly invoking Christ and criticizing the Jews. "Asylum, let's put them in check and where they belong" they are crying out loud, these global poltroons, although I am the best global player around here. Their peers, the masked atheists in power manipulate the Christian flock by turning them almost into hooligans; to pick on and go after me. For example, two cops were making man made noises today in their squad car (Kumodraska str) as I was passing by as if they were loudly typing something at 129 dB. Their stupidity made me laugh. Surely, I'll continue “typing” my way through these smoky piles of scum. Serb Machiavellianism wants to join European Union touching me by its poltroonic arm. In just half an hour I went out to do some hospital chores, I have seen their frenziedness here today (may 25th, Comrade Tito's Birthday) as someone obviously misinterpreted my writings to them. All in all, these Serbian mamboing and jumboing in the case of me is only toning down the well-made point herewith (see below) unless the Serbs were actually in the background of the decision to destroy my family. Go through passages 1 and 2 below. This nonsense really messes up the focus. I NEVER CHEATED ON MY WIFE. WE WERE FORCEFULLY SEPARATED BY THE ARMED US GOVERNMENT AGENTS IN SEPTEMBER 2002. AS OF THEN I HEARD FROM THE EX ON SEVERAL OCCASIONS OBVIOUSLY BUMSTEERED BY OUR JEWISH SHE-LAWYER THAT I WAS NEVER GOING TO COME BACK AND THAT SHE HAS TO LET ME GO. I NEVER GAVE IT A DEEP THOUGHT, BUT LET MYSELF BE CARRIED DOWNSTREAM BY DEPRESSION. I HEARD NOW MY WIFE REMARRIED SINCE I CHEATED ON HER. THAT IS SIMPLY NOT TRUTH, OUR SEPARATION WAS NOT A CLEAN BREAK. ONCE WE WERE MARRIED I THOUGHT IT WAS FOR LIFE UNTIL THE BASTARDS USED FEDERAL FORCE. THEIR INTENT WAS TO CREATE THE PROBLEM AND THEY DID IT WITH PERFECTION. NOW I HAVE TO PUT UP WITH IT, HOWEVER, NOT WITHOUT THIS STATEMENT WHICH NATURALLY WOULD NOT BE IN EVERYDAY AGENDA OF ANY UNTOUCHED NORMAL HUMAN BEING. IN MY OPINION, THERE WERE NO GROUNDS FOR US TO BE SEPARATED WHICH RUINED OUR FAMILY UNLESS THE JEWS HAD THOUGHT I WAS JESUS. FOR THE nth TIME, IT WAS DONE THROUGH THE POWER OF JEWISH JUDGE WHO MADE THE DECISION, AND POSSIBLY ON THE FALSE INFORMATION HE WAS PROVIDED BY FEDERAL AGENTS WHO WERE CATHOLICS (?) AND YUGOSLAV(SERBIAN, CROATIAN, BOSNIAN, ALBANIAN) SECRET AGENCIES AND THEIR CRONIES ACTING IN THE UNITED STATES OF AMERICA. I WOULD HAVE STAYED WITH MY WIFE TO "LIVE HAPPILY EVER AFTER". NOW I HAVE GRUDGE AGAINST ALL THOSE WHO ARE BY ANY MEANS RELATED TO \THOSE THAT WRECKED MY FUTURE (WHICH IS MY PRESENT AND WAS MY PAST) WHICH I BELIEVE IS NORMAL (TALKING CHESSY NOW). everybody knew and I have found out just now several years later. my ex-wife is happily married and my child has got a new father. all these years (8+) i lived with mixed emotions thinking that my ex-wife is some sort of the holy nun just going to work and not minding other men as she told me numerous times, in fact she was hiding it from me. and i never went on to pursue other relationship or our separation was a deal breaker in the early stages of some tries. alas, we were forcefully separated. i spent over 8 years in the dark. man! my best years (!), i could have done many things in those years. i was simply blocked out. i am sorry i even speak english, this damned language, i am sorry i am writing this stinky shit at this terrible blog like i had chosen my own destiny. but this blog was what kept me from blowing from inside. i dearly loved her. they separated us all of a sudden without explanation and set up the stage for some jerry springer show; i know the guy she married. (jewish revenge it is, i wrote about how i disliked this fuck's shows while i was married - a big mistake) then again, they did other things i would rather not talk about in the prison trying to show me what they had prepared for me and how the mosaic is going to be completed. now it all makes more sense. it is more than a conspiracy. i do not know what it is, and what was the real purpose. i am not jesus christ if the jews thought so and wanted to humiliate me before it was too late. so what now. to revenge is human. since all those that were doing this ultimate injustice to me were either jews or catholics, do i want that all of the jews in the world and roman catholics die. no. do not even wish anything bad happens to the jewish judge charles m. honeyman and those that were in the center of my misfortune - ordering things. not so because i am not human but because i do not want to be brought up or down to their level where such vicious things originate in minds as they happened to me. two weeks ago i stumbled across the website that a jew-turned-christian priest wrote about this people and what they are about and able to. thinking about my situation, which is simply unbeliavable it is not a surprise. they are hellbound masters of fate and vow to those who stand in their way. they are hellbound masters of fate and vow to those who stand in their way.

Finally, I am relieved that J. and C. have finally sealed my fate and theirs; dii irati pedes lanatos habent . Finally something certain and definite after almost nine years of awaiting for a miracle. This concoction was made possible and set up with the help of some "Yugoslav" monsters there; I can count up to 20 names but won't... lento enim gradu ad vindictam sui divina procedit ira, tarditatemque supplicii gravitate compensat

insurmountable obstacles, stinky trails

a man was approaching to me from down the street. dorcol, majorily jewish portion of the city of belgrade. i could have seen him grinning for miles. as he was passing by he said: "you won't go back motherfucker. we won't let you go."as the serbian piece of shit continued walking, he started twitching and churning as he probably thought i could jump him from behind.let me be clear here. dead or alive, won't go back to united states. not any time soon nor ever. every freedom, every right, every last piece of human dignity, everything i ever owned was melted down in the pile of kaka there and for nothing. i am more happier with these serbian bad motherfuckers than i would ever be happy in the country that destroyed my life, my dreams. they stacked piles of shit as insurmountable obstacles, stinky trails
so do not mind how will i get there motherfucking serbian monkeys you are doing me a favor

PECKING ORDER OF MADNESS\STUPIDITY IN THE UNFRIENDLY ENVIRONMENT CALLED SERBIA

- The entire secret of the NWO is that they steal your wife and you have the right to remain laughing..." - Emir Kusturica, Film Director

"i am not crazy. i am watching and listening to all of this. on top of it, i don't know whose victim i am, who claimed the responsibility for me." " - M.V.

"SCARRED FOR LIFE"

Everytime I get back from the city there is a lot to think about. There are several layers of Serbs that interact with me. Recalling on instant these are:
1. security guards (1%) esp. those from System FTO Co. and G4S Co. *man made noises
2. Young hooligans and soccer fans in general (31%) *getting tough with me, throwing objects, unsure if mock charging or taking action, possible fight, bat, knives, etc.
as of the time this post was made a cross-breed between older hooligans self-styled male serbian soccer parents in sweatsuits) has chosen different harrasment tactics to escape labeling.

IT'S AMAZING how the most menacing hustlers are trying to imitate/emulate/copycat Novak Djokovic's looks, hairstyle, behavior, comportment, etc like they are on the same level. Noko is my hero too and this has been really bothering to bear.
i caught one of these swines by the name today (may 11th 2011) as i was waiting for the medical results for my father down at hospital. on any given day there are virtually 100s of them, but this one's last name was bulatovic which means he was either montenegrin or kosovar serb, these are the ones screaming for unity but when i came in into the waiting room this little piggy was already alarming his momma. wolf's in or the wrong judgment; momma an't me. in these situations i always say to myself: "Swines, instead of imitating Novak Djokovic and putting your efforts into harrasing me you should be worried of your own misery." i am sure their insides look much like hell. If I had ways to do like these swines are doing in Serbia I'd be the real boss, instead i have to put in 1000x more effort in achieving 1/10 of what these swines get in everything. i must admit they are better than me

Follow up (18th of May 2011) : the best way to disservice myself was writing this post. in a few weeks the number of attackers has tripled, especially serbian hooligans (age 14 - 35 and older) who do not recognize themselves as hooligans. some imitate novak djokovic (style) some don't. most of them most likely did not have computer to find out about my posts. they had to be told by others. this also says something about the IQ of the Serbian Nation. very stupid.

3. Drunks and lowlives (9%) *whistling and spitting - if driving spitting at me from cars in motion

4. Up and coming young bucks (9%) dirty - unspeakable - language targeted at me (repeated, with key ideas, so i know where it is coming from) loud with intention the target can hear
5. Some high school and college students (19%) *man made noises
6. Some pedagogs, possibly some Freemasons (5%) *man made noises, intentional coughing, wierd grimacing
7. Rednecks in suits (11%) *spitting, coughing, manmade noises, acting up manly
8. Teenage girls (12%) *giggling, body jerking, acting manly, looking afraid-like and/or suspicious 9. Old ladies, same as 4. but less offensive
10. Other, non-Serbs, cops (10%) *mean looks, manmade noises, stomping, trying to spray me with windhshield antifreeze liquid if driving by, misc other.

Basically all these Serbs from bums to college professors believe they are smarter than me. They think that I some kind od very very stupid and ugly wacko as it was presented to them wherever they learned about me. They all despise me. I mean, Tesla was not harassed by the Americans, he was harrassed by another Serb Mihajlo Pupin who was most likely beside being jealous of Tesla set off on him by some American, Tesla's competition. For this reason and for accusing Tesla of thievery I think Pupin was miserable sod and I avoid using his namesake Boulevard in Belgrade any time I can. Tesla's merits to mankind are priceless yet his bust at the airport that got his name only recently looks like piece of junk, people say and I agree. On the other hand, I do not want to know anything about any Serb that is trying to "make my day". I do not care about their misery and negative energy they are trying to project on me. I cannot picture myself hating anybody. For example, a guy, the gallery owner that really physically attacked me for no reason when I had entered his gallery later called to apologize and I immediately deleted his name from this blog. I am ready to forget if I have a good reason to believe somebody made a wrong judgement. But these guys they do not even know me and my day is full with them. I should probably write to Boris Tadic, our lovely President, to pay me salaries for working so hard to relieve Serbs off of their negative energy almost every day. I hope people from all over the world will read this and congratulate me for how smart Am I.

speaking out the other side of medal:i am so excited and broken that i was caught up in the crossfire and became the scapegoat for people, the outsiders, that do not even care for what happened to me; they are only capable of adding insult to an injury. other side, of course, cannot care less because they inflicted the wound.

WHUT DID THE WRITER WANT TO SAY ?

another wild pass at nobody? not. i am passing this on to God.

IT is very sad to see these Serbian Young Turks (all the Young Turks werent really Turkish but Jewish instead)who believe that by pushing me around they will obtain the status of Novak Djokovic and become National Heroes in the eyes of the NaTION. As if someone is suggesting them. I verily cannot be safe at public transportation as someone is keeping this situation on THE "hot and cold" menu. As soon as I adApt and believe that I am invincible (check if invincible or invisible? ) again there comessome unknown Serbian Young thug or thugs who kick me around or make my life miserable. These are the same Serbian cowards who chased Armenians in Belgrade several decades ago, which only implies you cannot be sitting on two chairs at the same time. Either you are a Turk or not. Gone are the times (and thanks be to Lord, with them the journalists too who propagated violence in their articles) when national heroes were toughed out on the basketball courts in Belgrade and on the streets plaqued by murders, drugs, and crime. These national heroes were popularized in newspapers and the crime was the only way to the top. Our new hero is Novak Djokovic and these young hooligans need to know that rap music, guns and violence can help their peers in the countries that nowadays do not have 2 top players in the top twenty (need not naming a few) - not in Serbia anymore.

Milos Vujasinovic is a collector, painter, critic, curator, consultant, poet, tennis referee, music lover and writer. After studying law and defence at the University of Belgrade he was distracted by the military role-call to fight in Yugoslav Wars. Unwilling to misemploy his uncowardly valiance, he commanded his future and set out for USA where he was seduced by the lure of art and has been so ever since. Vujasinovic has since returned to Belgrade where he has lived for nearly 9 years trading collectibles and doing translation work per invitation.

"As an artist, I am afraid that after me they will go after my art and destroy everything I ever made.This fear blocks my personal advancement." - Milos Vujasinovic

Here's another clue: During a lecture Nikola Tesla was giving away at Columbia University another American Serb Mihajlo Pupin and his cohorts were whistling, making man made noises with metal objects, kicking desks, and disturbing Tesla to the point of deep agitation. Later Tesla had to bring Pupin to court to have him testify under oath that Markoni stole Tesla's patents. Jealous Pupin even forgot when Tesla helped him when Pupin came to America. Meanwhile Pupin became the lodge member. Why was Pupin making noises? It was because Tesla was not a member of any lodge and was not Pupin's by-brother. He did not care that Tesla was right and that they both stemmed from the same country. Maybe I am wrong but perhaps there are some lodges of equity ### type in USA where for the members to be initiated it is necessary to make something evil to somebody from their Church, a countryman so to say, to prove unlimited allegiance to the brotherhood just like mafia members have to kill someone they know without remorse only to show they do not bring in any emotions in the business. In the same sense, I deeply feel I was killed too when they deconstructed my family. However, unlike Tesla I did not have powerful friends to regain my balance. I am gone. If that is not so when those that did it are not even liable to be accounted for it must be that those 2% of psychopats in any population had found their ways into the lodges wherefrom they can unlimitedly and unaccountably destroy families. in the same sense, to face the reality, i heard "she belongs to me" meaning in context that someone said somewhere that my ex-wife was meant for him. by no means this was judge's mistake of any sort, it was a judicial favor to some brother, the lodge member, as they assume with power they hold they can have everything and everything was meant for them. iNFAMOUS FOR NOTHING

that said let me quote the famous serbian writer jasmina: "slava - stanje u kojem cete biti voljeni velikom kolicinommrznje. stanje u kojem cete gubiti dotadasnje prijatelje i sticati vrlo , vrlo malo novih. stanje u kojem ste potpuno sami sa milionima obozavalaca. stanje u kojem ste poput kuceta. svako vas moze dodirnuti, ili baciti kamen na vas. stanje koje se ne prasta. bar ne u srba. he naturally does not end up with 'it's always sunny in Philadelphia...' I CANNOT AGREE MORE AND I DO NOT WANT TO BE FAMOUS AROUND HERE FOR NOTHING ANYMORE!!! PERIOD.